moustache


moustache
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monkey eats banana


monkey eats banana
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suzuran ramen


suzuran ramen
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P finally took me to the most excellent Suzuran Ramen in Shibuya. Oh. My. OHMY. I have a new favourite noodleage! They have four kinds of noodle, one of which is great big ribbony style. All the ramen comes separate from the soup so that you can dip as you like, which is great because I'm a noodle kinda guy not a soup man. And topped with the tenderest stewed pork kakuni that absolutely melts in your mouth...so very, very good.

rambo


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(That's Graham, Sly, and Julie Benz)

Managed to get out of work early enough to catch the premiere of Rambo. Wow. That is one violent movie. I mean, body parts and guts and exploding heads violent. Must have been SO much fun to make.

After the flick we had the killer meat and veggies fest at Oak Door. Ahh, sausages!

graham @ peninsula


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Met Graham at the loverly Peninsula and we grabbed some typical lunch -- tuna sashimi bowl -- in the basement of the office building across the way, then checked out cool digital cameras at Bic Camera. Rambo premiere opens tomorrow and he gave me a couple tix (thanks!) -- hope I can get out of work in time to check it out; should be a hoot!

bread with mama and baba


bread with mama and baba
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Baba spent the night so the next day, after going to the slide park and taking a quick nap at Starbucks,we all got some healthy lunch at Eat Your Greens and then hit the bread store.

I've walked about 25 kilometers in the past 4 days, keeping Tonchalizer occupied as she is weened from The Breast Milk. She's actually doing well and, not surprisingly, eating alot more too. She wakes up a couple times during the night, but it's easy enough to get her back to sleep soon. I have even put her to bed a couple times. She screams her head off for 15 minutes, then puts her head on my shoulder and is snoring in five minutes. Keeping her running around all day and giving her real food to eat seems to work.

Soon she will graduate from puppy-like small monkey to actual little human. Though if the beastlies at the playground are any indication, I'd prefer her to stay a small monkey. She can barely talk but at least says please and thank you. Some of the kids in the park are little tyrants. Then again half of them are there with their nannies, and half the parents who do even bother to show up spend most of the time reading, chatting with each other, or on the cell. I was one of the only people over the age of 8 actually climbing around on the slide. Which is most excellent, thank you very much.

warou flats


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Took another big walkabout with Tonchan today. In the morning we ended up by Warou Flats, the cool old apartment building from the 1930s. Ton was asleep and I had my camera so I took some random shots in color and back and white. Totally gray, cloudy, shadowless day so the black and whites are kinda flat, but it's still a cool wooden building.

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7.8 kilometers. That's how much I walked about with the Tonchabeastly today. Started in the morning going up to the robot slide park, then she took a nap in the stroller for a while and we had lunch at Miri's. After that joined P and hit Roppongi Hills before heading home.


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black and white stones


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Spent the day goofing off with Tonchan in the park and taking photos. Tried some black and white with the trusty GRII. I think this one came out quite nice; good contrast, nice shadows, decent balance.
To be honest I can never remember what all the ISO, f/stop, shutterspeed, etc. settings do. Luckily I have set each one to be adjusted by a different knob on the camera, and I twiddle them all until the little indicator is right in the middle of the line that tells me it's ok to to hit the shutter button.
Dare I ask what the professional photographers in my family think?


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wrap party

Headed over to Shibuya for lunch to taste the famous pan-fried yakisoba of Bairin. Was worth the wait, especially since I spent the whole time taking Tonchan up and down in the elevator. She really likes escalators and elevators.
Then we headed to the Yoshidas' place for some quality handmade food. Theme this time was "wrap" so we made tortillas and wanton skins and made a bunch of gyoza and a bunch of taco-ish things. Tonchan was in fine form bouncing all over the place and assaulting the shyly adorable Hana-chan.
Many photos here.

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bairin yakisoba


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mosquito bite!


mosquito bite!
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Woke up this morning and Tonchalicious had a lovely mosquito bite on her cheek! P said she could hear it buzzing around at night. Spring is in the air...maybe it's time to break out the moquito net!

oak door

Met Kitaji at the Oak Door for some lovely Shizuoka steak and lobster. Love the veggies, too. That place is all good. She's been in Japan for two weeks on vacation visiting friends and family and is back home to LA this weekend.
See ya in the summer when I hit LA!

visitors

Managed to get out of work at a decent time and get over to the dojo.
RR and co. are in town for the week and heading to Kyoto tomorrow so they joined class.
For some reason it was absolutely packed today -- 12 on the floor training, and 6 people watching class. No idea what's up -- last week we had all of 3 people, including me.
After training we packed up the massive tengu statue that Gosoke gave him for his dojo and humped everything back to the hotel, then hit Jonathan's for some dinner.

more slide!


more slide!
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Met Ton and P at the park today after a lovely afternoon cutting practice. Tonchaslide loves riding the mighty roller slide and has no problem going sliding down by herself.

Kuroda Parentals were on their way to Gotanda so we got some Chinese food around the corner from the park.

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After zazen I met Mako and Ton on their way to the park. Ton is way into the slide!

zazen debut

Today I was asked to lead zazen and the talk afterwards. There were only three of us, and when I sat down and rang the bell to start I realized I had no way to tell the time. So I ran out of the zendo and grabbed by cell. Oops.
Anyway the 30 minutes flew by, mainly because I was stressing about the upcoming talk.
That ended up being no problem. We read part of Omori Sogen's "An Introduction to Zen Training" and had a lovely chat. Hope it wasn' too terrible for anyone!

udon lunch


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yonnies


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Had an offsite for work all day, then a dinner at Tableaux. Hadn't been there in years. Food looked excellent, but I didn't eat anything. Haven't eaten in a couple of days; think I got a stomach virus again. Or maybe I'm just in bad shape from not getting any sleep the past couple days.

After dinner we did the traditional karaoke and I got home at about 2 or 3 am. Sleepy

crimson room

Went to the publishing party for Takagi-san's first novel, Crimson Room.
I got the book on Monday and stayed up all night every night through Wednesday to finish it. It was most excellent; reminded of my favorite author Haruki Murakami.

At the party I saw some of the old creatives crew I used to hang with over 10 years ago; Oshige, Saburin, Hiro, Ota, and of course Kuro-chan, who is now a director at Rakuten.

mclaren


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just looking

taiko for child cancer


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Tonchan feeling better and the weather was awesome so we took a walk up to Roppongi Hills. Doing some Gold Ribbon (walk against child cancer) thing and had some taiko drummers on display. We had Indian curry buffet for lunch and headed home for afternoon nappage.

fever again

Tonchan's been out of school past couple of days with a nice 39°C fever. I have been slogging through piles of work and not getting home particularly early anyway, so most I see of her is a snoring pile of meat in the futon next to mom or a grumpy morning meanie.

slicey noodles


slicey noodles
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Spent the day at INSEAD for various trainings and brain-washings, and then on Nohoho's recommendation went upstairs in one of the many malls on Orchard Road and got some toshomen, aka slicey noodles. Dude has a big lump of noodle dough and he stands over a boiling cauldron, puts the dough on his shoulder kind of like he's holding a violin, and shaves off thin slices of noodle that go launching into the water.
The food court is awesome; Indian curry, Thai noodles, Korean BBQ, Japanese sushi, a place that specializes in toast, Malaysian fish foods, and awesome fruit and juice stalls. Tried to order a shake but the were out of soy milk so I ordered what the girl in front of me got since she looked like she new what she was doing: lemon juice with syrup and sugar over ice. SO. GOOD.

singapore bay




As seen from raffles quay office. Really nice digs DB has in Singapore; brand new office building down by the bay in what is the rapidly expanding business district.

Had lunch with the team and met various folks in the afternoon.

CHATTERBOX


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After work met Nohoho and we got the world famous Singapore Chicken Rice at Chatterbox on the 38th floor of the Mandarin Oriental. Damn fine eats and a nice view. Finished the evening with some icecream on the street after nasty rain.

newton hawker stalls


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Walked up from the downtown Orchard area to the Newton Circle Food Court; a bunch of hawker stalls. Kind of annoying touts in front of every stall trying to get me to come to them, but then again maybe that's just normal and Japan, where I am generally left quietly to my own to eat, is the abberation.
Regardless, went for the Chinese option - lemon chicken, sweet & sour pork, roast duck, shrimp fried rice. Way too much food, way too cheap, way way way good. Waddled back to the hotel. It's the humidity making me sweat, honest.

kua aina


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hawaiian burgers

mia and me


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Met Uncle Larry and Mia at the Hyatt and spent the day checking out coolness in Akiba, then headed to Ginza for the killer sushi at Sawada. A good time was had by all.

fever!

In Japanese English "fever!" means an excited state, generally in the context of something like pachinko gambling where you are on a winning streak.
However here it simply means higher-than-normal body temperature.
Tonchan had to come home early yesterday because she had a fever. Still does this morning.
Man, she is grumpy when she's sick.
The joke is she had chicken pox last week and was fine. Now, she's just got a cold or something and is pretty miserable.

speaking the lingo

One of the cool things about an industry (any industry) is the specialized lingo that is utilized by those in the know.
In IT we had certain words and phrases and in-jokes (all of which by now are probably so out-dated as to be useless): "Reboot it, you must", "Ping him and see if he's coming", "We tried to get lunch at that great Thai place but 404'd", etc.

I am happy to report that now in my 10th year in finance, the last several of which have been spent on the trading floor (I literally sit in the middle of the trading floor between trading, sales, and structuring), I have picked up a fair bit of the lingo into my regular English, to the confusion and consternation of my non-finance acquaintances.
Most of the lingo is because we're basically a lazy bunch and don't want to waste time saying long words and sentences. So for example if a bond is trading at 102.75, 102.50, 102.25, etc. everyone (or at least anyone who cares about the bond) knows that the handle is 102 so you can just say "50" for the price.
For quantity, bonds are generally quoted in yards. A yard is USD 10 million or JPY 1 billion (1o-oku in the mother tongue).

You are willing to buy at your bid and sell at your offer. Easy to remember because you offer something to sell like you offer tea and biscuits to a guest, and you bid to buy something like at an auction.
The market is the street.
If a trade is agreed, it is "DONE".
If you buy at the quoted offer, you lift the offer.
If you sell where there is a willing buyer (a bid), you hit the bid.
When there is much buying in the market, offers are getting lifted in the street. This makes sense because more buyers tends to push or lift the price up; as offers get lifted, offers go higher because with much demand to buy, sellers sell at higher prices until buyers stop buying, i.e. bids are pulled.

If you are told "half at fifty done" then you just bought half a yard at a price of [handle] + 50 (or .50, depends what you bought).
If you are told "fifty at half done" then you just sold same.
(I always get that mixed up, so there is a 50/50 chance that's backwards!)

A market-maker (someone who provides liquidity, i.e. is willing to buy and sell) quotes (tells) to the market his bid/offer; and generally you are willing to sell (offer) higher than you are willing to buy (bid) so a quote of "100/120" means willing to buy at 100 and sell at 120. So I guess technically it's an offer/bid but everyone says bid/offer.
If bid/offer is higher than previous, then it is widening. Lower than previous, it is tightening. Generally (though depends on your position) wide = worse market, tight = better market, similar to stocks where an up market (higher prices) is generally good and down (lower prices) is generally bad.
Then again, if you are short (sold more than you bought) in a down market, that's good; it means you can buy back cheaper what you've already sold for higher.
If you are long (you own it) and the market is up that's good; you can sell for more than you bought.
This gets confusing when talking about credit derivatives, particularly credit default swaps (CDS), which are basically insurance for bonds.
Easiest way to think about it is you are buying or selling credit protection. The protection buyer is buying CDS, paying some fixed amount (generally a couple of times a year for 5 years). If there is a credit event (for example the company goes bankrupt and can't pay the coupon on the bonds) then the CDS (protection) seller has to pay the buyer the full value of the bond.
If spreads are widening, that means insurance is getting more expensive, which means sellers are more convinced that the odds of a credit event are higher and therefore are only willing to sell protection at a higher price.
This is the same as a life insurance company charging more for a policy for someone who smokes, or car insurance being more expensive for teen-age boys; higher risk of death/accident so the protection (insurance) costs more.

And now a wee bit on accounting, while we're here. (The below is basically the sum total of my trading accounting knowledge. Shockingly little, eh.)

Where it gets tricky is in mark-to-market. The price out on the street is the market, and when you mark your book you set the value of the longs and shorts in your trading book to what the going price is in the market.
So for example if the CDS market is widening, that means people think there is a higher chance of credit events (problems) -- sentiment is that things are getting worse -- so protection (insurance against credit events) gets more expensive.
If you have been actively selling CDS (selling protection, which means taking risk) then you are short protection and long risk.
This means the protection you sold for 10 now costs 15 to cover; if you want to buy the protection you already sold, and be flat (no risk) you have to pay fifteen, for something you sold at 10. You lose 5.
Another way to think about it is: you sold something for 10 yesterday, but if you did NOT sell it yesterday and waited to sell it today, you could have sold it for 15. Then again, selling protection into a widening market is risky; you are taking on risk just when the sentiment is that things are getting worse.

Best usage I heard of mark-to-market was one of the traders talking about how his girlfriend (a former model) went to the Tokyo Motor Show (more famous for the scantily clad women who adorn the cars on display) so that she could mark-to-market, i.e. see how well she compares to the current crop of beauties.

oops

UPDATE: Fixed, I think.

OK I've royally frakked up the blog. In an attempt to straighten out the giveyourmeat.com domain, I have royally and seriously screwed everything up. To the point that I doubt many of you will even be reading this...
At this point I will simply blame blogger's overly-simple custom domain mechanism and Network Solution's impenetrable web-forwarding slash custom CNAME settings for causing me far, far more trouble than it's worth.
Some take-aways:
1) Web forwarding is just stupid
2) NetSol needs to properly support CNAMEs, including top-level domains

So for now, use www.giveyourmeat.com, not giveyourmeat.com. Then again, by definition if you are reading this you already know that...

napping on the way to daycare


napping on the way to daycare
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tired and grumpy this morning

100

Been a while since I've actually, really trained. Tonight only one person showed up for class, so I figured it was high time to use the floor space. We ran through all 20 kata, 5 times each. Took a good 1.5 hours, with short breaks every 5 kata. 100 kata. Not nearly as bad as I thought it would be. I guess the last time I actually did that was several years ago. I felt relaxed and fairly smooth, and even managed to get a decent kata once or twice; not a bad ration out of 100.
I've also started noticing more and more how similar all the kata are to each other. I reckon this is a good thing, since the basic point of all the kata is to teach the fundamental essence of the style. If there were 20 different things the style would be a mess, or at worst a big amalgam. As it is, it appears more and more to be a coherent, single...I dunno know the word. Strategy maybe. Essence is good too. Maybe theory is better?
Anyway ran through all the kata, and even though I threw out my back a few days ago (total dad moment: tweaked my back lifting Tonchan and her stroller up a short stair case. Doh!) I actually felt pretty good, not tense at all. Maybe because I was being careful not to try too hard and stress out my back. So my hurt back actually made my practice better!
In English every cloud has a silver lining. In Japanese, all things are like Saio's horse: "Ningen banji saio-ga uma"

gyokufukai

Went over to Shinjuku to teach an instructors' class for Gyokufukai. Got to train with Elvis and the guys which I hadn't done in a while. After class we hit the local Jonathan's to enjoy some of Japan's finest "family restaurant" (think Denny's, only not as upscale) food and giggle with the local contingent of Japanese high school girls.

tonchan and grandma

Ji and Ba Kuroda came over this evening for dinner, and Masa stopped by too (to take a shower; hot water in her apartments isn't working).
Tonchan's still recovering from chicken pox but she's in fine spirits and is walking much better on her own, especially when she gets all kinds of special attention.
Today being a national holiday I watched her in the morning so that P could stop by the office and catch up on work. But the Tonchabeast was having none of it and kept bringing her socks and jacket to me and pointing at the stroller. Finally loaded her up about 10:45 and set out to meet P for lunch. By 11 the Ton was in full hibernation mode and I battled the wind and rain to meet P. After eating too much fried rice and pad thai we taxi'd home and then a couple hours later the family arrived.

spoonerisms and break-dancing

I do love me a good spoonerism. The best of course is "keys and parrots".
But I just came up with a good one: "batch my scrawls".
And of course who can forget the timeless "hoot to the bed".

I have of course always wondered if there should be separate words for spoonerisms that do and do not maintain spelling. For example "shot in the dark" maintains its spelling when becoming "dot in the shark" but "peas and carrots" does not...

And now for something completely different:
last night I had a dream that Okamura (the smaller half of the comedy duo 99) was teaching me how to break dance.
Which actually isn't so strange, because he is in fact quite good.

saturday afternoon


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Awesome spring weather so we went out! Walked down to Hiroo to have a healthy lunch at J's, then walked up through Nishiazabu to Midtown and played around. Tonchan was loving the slide and wandering all over the grass. We recharged with some eats and then walked home, the Tonchasaurus finally falling asleep in the stroller just as we were getting home.
And apparently she has inherited my hay fever because her nose has been running all day; hay fever is supposed to be REALLY bad this spring!

grandparentals


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Ji and Ba came over for dinner, and Masa stopped by to use the shower (water heater in her place is broken) so we had a nice family dinner and Tonchan loved being the center of attention!

chickenpox!

It's official: Tonchan is afflicted with the pox!
No fever though, and seems to be in a fine mood. She's just got red bumps all over her. So she gets a week or so off.

new suit


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So I ordered a custom tailored suit from Takashimyaya department store in Shinjuku. First I chose Carlo Barbera wool because it's light and soft and looks wikked. Suit was hand made by Guild Hall; a couple of styling old Japanese guys who mainly make British and French style suits (the way the Japanese tend to like suits.)

I picked the gaudiest lining I could find, and of course opted for the real horn buttons because why the hell not.

Came out rather nice, actually.

tonchan walking...sort of

She's stumbling about more and more these days.

yuching @ the dentist!


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Finished my cleaning and Chimi was waiting!

and now ramen


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After Bar Joe we headed to Nami (73) in Nishi Azabu and finally ended up hungry so stopped for the traditional early morning ramen and gyoza before calling it a day.

night fighting

Madness in the markets this week. Dollar yen breaks through 100, credit spreads hit record wides, equities plummet across the board, and the Bank of Japan is rudderless as the opposition party blocks all attempts to appoint a governor.
So needless to say it has been interesting times on the trading desk. Not surprisingly I was unable to get off the floor during lunch to hit the dojo, so I went to the night class for the first time in forever.
Wow am I outta shape! 20 minutes of aerobic warm-up and then 40 minutes working the pads with Yamamoto. She hits hard and has endless stamina, but I was slamming the pad with fully pent-up market-stress-and-hip-driven left straights. Fun to work with someone who can keep the level up at required punishing levels. Also unlike a heavy bag, she hits back, thus keeping me literally on my toes and moving out of the way.

Loituma - Levan Polka (the official video)

Finnish. Polka. There is, quite simply, nothing stronger.

food 'n conversation

Helped out at the cutting practice this afternoon (cut terribly, thanks for asking) and then met the ladies at Mitsukoshi. We bought up piles of food from various shops in the depachika and cabbed home for dinner. The Newman came over bearing desserts and a fine feast was had, along with stimulating conversation lacking all correlation and heavily skewered by my total lack of faith in modern politics and the ignorance of the fly-over states that compromise The Real America.

sleeping beauty


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Jenn and P went out for dinner so the Tonchabeast and I watched some TV. Actually I watched some TV and she screamed at me for 15 minutes, then passed out. I unceremoniously dumped her on the sofa next to me and she proceeded to sleep for a couple hours, waking up well after mom came home.

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Jenn's in town again so we did some shopping in Hiroo and then Azabu Jyuban. I also upgraded my phone to the cool new N705i Amadana.